kolehiyala kuno

mood: *patience...*
hello, blog. tagal na naman akong hindi nakapag-update. kekekeke.
school kasi eh. langya. SCHOOL parin ang tawag. nyehe. WAAAAAK. wala lang. gusto ko magwala. gusto ko talaga magwala. pero feeling ko delikado na ang blog ko.
meron nang certain connections.

i have lost my sanctuary.

haaaay naku. andami ko pa namang gustong/kailangang ipagsigawan sa INTARWEBS...kaya lang..kekeke. delikado. hindi pwedeng malaman ng parents. delikado. kekeke.

so. ANO NA NGA BA ANG NANGYARI KAY NADINE/DIDZ/ANGEL/EIJII?!!! (langya, ang dami kong pangalan.)
eto, busy sa school..plates plates plates.
eto, inlab parin kay SungMin..palala na nang palala. (will elaborate later)
eto, naga-apply sa UP AME...keke. scary.
eto, namumulubi.
eto...buhay parin. tsk. (mahaba-habang entry ititch...)

oo! todo SungMin parin...i lurve him more than ever <3 pramis, malabo na ako. kekeke. kapag nagkaron ng girlfriend 'tong si oppa, guguho ang mundo ko...kekeke. at alam naman natin kung ano ang nangyayari kapag gumuguho ang mundo ko.
we've been there. we've seen that. we dun wanna go baaaack.
actually~! salamat sa SJPhilippines.tk nakahanap ako ng way para panoorin yung ChunJi radio nya!!! LIVE!!! XDDD WAAAHHHHHH...i ♥ teh INTARWEBS..so..yun, medyo nakakaubos ng oras, kekeke. pero still, i looooove him so. it's more than just a fandom. :[ im such a loser. im in love with a pop idol...IM A LOSER!!! XDDD putek.
but he's so adooooraaaable...

kekeke. UP AME...the application scares me. XD buti na lang maraming mababait na peoples :3 (kung may AME people, co-apps and members na maligaw sa blog ko, HELLO PO~ <3) kekeke.
umm...hi, kuya "buddy". :D gudlak na lang satin. lol.

ay...i miss a lot of people. :[ mmmm...marami akong mga hinahanap-hanap...
Kaye: uu nga. may utang tayong cake sa isa't isa....kekeke.

Lishey: i miss you too, lovey...sorry hindi na ko nakakadalaw..super busy kasi eh..pramis dadalaw ako kapag may oras.. = 3 = alabshuuuuu <333

Nikshae: BRUJA. hindi ka nagte-text, hindi ka tumatawag, hindi mo sinasagot tawag ko, at huling beses na kinausap mo ako ay para magpasabi sa mom mo na kailangan nyo magupsap?! i smell something FISHY...and it's NOT DongHae. nyuuurrrr....impakta ka talaga, miss na kitaaaa. anu nangyari sayuuuu...takte, magsesend nga ng note sa DA, wala namang laman. impaktaaaaaa.

Ma'am Rox: maaaaaaaam rooooooox..waaah..may utang pa ko senyo na drawing..huhuhu..sorry poooo > x <;; someday po, maam, pramis. bago mag-2008..kekeke. sorry po!

kekeke..may sasabihin pa ba ako? magpapaulan na lang ako ng SungMin-ness...gusto ko sana maglagay ng drawings kaya lang...may mailalagay ba ako?! kekekeke. di bale, kapag nakapag-drawing at nakapag-scan na ako, maglalagay rin ako dito...kahit nasa DA ko na, ita-thumb ko parin dito. para maging makulay kahit papaano ang aking malungkot at madilim na blog. *boba kasi sa CSS ehh.*.

SUNGMIN AND FOOD...

(kunyari KALABASA si RyeoWook...anu kaya lasa nun..YAAAAK. xet.)

(HOLY KAMOTE. hanapin nyo ang kamay ni RyeoWook...BAKIT YAN NANDYAN?! BAKEEET?! BITAWAN MO SI SUNGMIN!!! XDDD takteng kamay yan..) anyway...

SUNGMIN BEING EMO...

(but WHYYY does it make me smile?!)

(aaaawww...gusto kong burahin yung kung ano mang nakasulat..tssss. anu yun? EUDIPOA?! wth...*stabstab*)

PRINCESS SUNGMIN...

(uhh...promotional pic to para sa movie nila *which will come out in about a week, btw. WAH..i wanna be in KOREA..* oh my gulay...sweetie, anung ginawa nila sayo? you're all pink and fluffy...wth?! pero cute yung SungMin doll..Dream of Doll ba yan? iwantit..iwantit...iwantHIM.)

<3...

i love this pic of him :3 see, he's dreaming..about ME. lol, what?! kekeke. waaaahh...sweet smile makes my heart melt...oppaaaaa saranghaaaeeee <3 kyoptaaaaaa XDDD kekekeke.

my heart moves my hands

these're drawings i did over the past few days, whenever i think of the things i've been going through..(read my previous entry..) and..nah, nevermind..i wont go into much details anymore, i'll just let the pictures do the talking..
(you can click the thumb for a bigger image)


to all the people i miss...
♥♥♥

to the ones who gave me light...
♥♥♥

to the ones i share the same skies with...
♥♥♥

and to everything i regret not having payed enough attention to..

oh..and to change the mood a bit, one of the earlier pieces of this (yet to be named) series:

(this was made for some sort of campaign going around DA, though i've yet to post it there)

*please take note, i know this character looks somewhat like the ones on Azuzephre.net but i swear, i've been drawing and developing the character before i discovered Azu-sama's works...though i must admit, i get a lot of inspiration from him...*

dedicated to Kaye, Lishey. Nixxie, UPIS, and everything else i hold dear...
langya, ang emo ko ngayun ah...no sungmin pics for today, but i'll post some up soon! XDDD

manong, candy?

it's funny, watching how people react when you try being nice to them..hehe..
weeee~ happy happy day today~ XD
ukie~ so...anu ang nangyari...
mga 10:20, pumunta kami ni Nixxie sa SM North...trip lang~ tapos pumunta kami sa Trinoma..kase mas malamig dun..hehe..tsaka mas konti ang tao..nag-ikot ikot kami, naligaw, nag-TimeZone, etc. etc...tapos nung lunch, sa Jollibee kami kumain..hehe, aliw, may sofa sa jollibee sa trinoma..haha. ayun...nagda-"drugs" nga kami habang lunch eh (take note: "drugs" meaning korean music..hehe...yun ang tawag namin dun eh) tapos medyo tinititigan kami ng mga tao kase may sarili kaming music..XD
ayun..dun nagsimula ang kalokohan ng candy...
dinare ko si Nix na alukin ng candy yung crew ng jollibee..kaya lang ndi tinanggap..andami naming inaluk!! (mas marami ako...4 lang ata tinanong ni nicole eh, naka 8 ata ako) crew, cashier, guard, etc...trip lang...at the end of the day, yung babae lang sa counter sa McDo sa SM North ang kumuha ng candy...tatlo pa nga kinuha nya eh!! XD

saya...hehe..<3>NAGPABUTAS NG TENGA...hehe..la lang..ndi naman pala ganun ka-sakit...nakakagulat lang..hehe..kaya lang, mahal!! huhuhu...wala na kong pera..nagpa-picture rin pala kami~ ayun..yung nasa taas..pichur namin..heehee.
tapos nanuod kami ng Shrek the Third...aliw..XDDD
natawa kaming tatlo nung ginawa ni Puss in Boots yung googly eyes...ang lakas nung pagkakasabi naming tatlo ng "HeeChul!!!!" XDDD addicted fangirls amfufu! hehe...di bale, masaya naman eh. ba't ba.

andami rin naming kalokohan dun sa Mitsubishi (kung san kami nagpapicture) basta...buti nga hindi kita sa picture yung mga tenga namin na namumula eh! XD

wah..aliw..syet, mamimiss ko yung mga kalokohan naming ganito....
MASAYA MAGING FANGIRL.
lovey lovey lovey...i'm so happy lately...hehe..i dont know how long this will last, i dont even know if i want it to last long or not...all i know is that i dont remember ever being happier than how i am now...and that sooner or later, i'd most likely get hurt again...tssss....i dont want to worry about that at the moment...i wanna savour the love~ even though it's one sided...

dont get me wrong, i dunno what i'd give up for this not to be one-sided, but for the time being, im contented with my current situation...the smiling, and the dreaming...and the memories Rin, Nix and I share as fangirls..hehe..
XD i sound so dramatic, it's creeping me out...hahahaha.

wah...pino-problema ko ngayun 'tong DVD na bigay ni Nix eh..huhuhu...ayaw magplay ng mga SuJu videos..buti na lang madadala ko yung iba sa mp3 player ko...
thanks anyway Nixxie <3>

i feel so happy...

♥ so happy ♥