kolehiyala kuno

mood: *patience...*
hello, blog. tagal na naman akong hindi nakapag-update. kekekeke.
school kasi eh. langya. SCHOOL parin ang tawag. nyehe. WAAAAAK. wala lang. gusto ko magwala. gusto ko talaga magwala. pero feeling ko delikado na ang blog ko.
meron nang certain connections.

i have lost my sanctuary.

haaaay naku. andami ko pa namang gustong/kailangang ipagsigawan sa INTARWEBS...kaya lang..kekeke. delikado. hindi pwedeng malaman ng parents. delikado. kekeke.

so. ANO NA NGA BA ANG NANGYARI KAY NADINE/DIDZ/ANGEL/EIJII?!!! (langya, ang dami kong pangalan.)
eto, busy sa school..plates plates plates.
eto, inlab parin kay SungMin..palala na nang palala. (will elaborate later)
eto, naga-apply sa UP AME...keke. scary.
eto, namumulubi.
eto...buhay parin. tsk. (mahaba-habang entry ititch...)

oo! todo SungMin parin...i lurve him more than ever <3 pramis, malabo na ako. kekeke. kapag nagkaron ng girlfriend 'tong si oppa, guguho ang mundo ko...kekeke. at alam naman natin kung ano ang nangyayari kapag gumuguho ang mundo ko.
we've been there. we've seen that. we dun wanna go baaaack.
actually~! salamat sa SJPhilippines.tk nakahanap ako ng way para panoorin yung ChunJi radio nya!!! LIVE!!! XDDD WAAAHHHHHH...i ♥ teh INTARWEBS..so..yun, medyo nakakaubos ng oras, kekeke. pero still, i looooove him so. it's more than just a fandom. :[ im such a loser. im in love with a pop idol...IM A LOSER!!! XDDD putek.
but he's so adooooraaaable...

kekeke. UP AME...the application scares me. XD buti na lang maraming mababait na peoples :3 (kung may AME people, co-apps and members na maligaw sa blog ko, HELLO PO~ <3) kekeke.
umm...hi, kuya "buddy". :D gudlak na lang satin. lol.

ay...i miss a lot of people. :[ mmmm...marami akong mga hinahanap-hanap...
Kaye: uu nga. may utang tayong cake sa isa't isa....kekeke.

Lishey: i miss you too, lovey...sorry hindi na ko nakakadalaw..super busy kasi eh..pramis dadalaw ako kapag may oras.. = 3 = alabshuuuuu <333

Nikshae: BRUJA. hindi ka nagte-text, hindi ka tumatawag, hindi mo sinasagot tawag ko, at huling beses na kinausap mo ako ay para magpasabi sa mom mo na kailangan nyo magupsap?! i smell something FISHY...and it's NOT DongHae. nyuuurrrr....impakta ka talaga, miss na kitaaaa. anu nangyari sayuuuu...takte, magsesend nga ng note sa DA, wala namang laman. impaktaaaaaa.

Ma'am Rox: maaaaaaaam rooooooox..waaah..may utang pa ko senyo na drawing..huhuhu..sorry poooo > x <;; someday po, maam, pramis. bago mag-2008..kekeke. sorry po!

kekeke..may sasabihin pa ba ako? magpapaulan na lang ako ng SungMin-ness...gusto ko sana maglagay ng drawings kaya lang...may mailalagay ba ako?! kekekeke. di bale, kapag nakapag-drawing at nakapag-scan na ako, maglalagay rin ako dito...kahit nasa DA ko na, ita-thumb ko parin dito. para maging makulay kahit papaano ang aking malungkot at madilim na blog. *boba kasi sa CSS ehh.*.

SUNGMIN AND FOOD...

(kunyari KALABASA si RyeoWook...anu kaya lasa nun..YAAAAK. xet.)

(HOLY KAMOTE. hanapin nyo ang kamay ni RyeoWook...BAKIT YAN NANDYAN?! BAKEEET?! BITAWAN MO SI SUNGMIN!!! XDDD takteng kamay yan..) anyway...

SUNGMIN BEING EMO...

(but WHYYY does it make me smile?!)

(aaaawww...gusto kong burahin yung kung ano mang nakasulat..tssss. anu yun? EUDIPOA?! wth...*stabstab*)

PRINCESS SUNGMIN...

(uhh...promotional pic to para sa movie nila *which will come out in about a week, btw. WAH..i wanna be in KOREA..* oh my gulay...sweetie, anung ginawa nila sayo? you're all pink and fluffy...wth?! pero cute yung SungMin doll..Dream of Doll ba yan? iwantit..iwantit...iwantHIM.)

<3...

i love this pic of him :3 see, he's dreaming..about ME. lol, what?! kekeke. waaaahh...sweet smile makes my heart melt...oppaaaaa saranghaaaeeee <3 kyoptaaaaaa XDDD kekekeke.

99 truths

(found this in someone's journal in DA...trip lang...my blog's been kinda empty anyway, so..why not.)
1. real name: Nadine. (not saying anything else.)

2. like it: my actual real name? not really.

3. single or taken: mm..haha. lol. single.

4. zodiac sign: taurus

5. male or female: confusing question...female is my default setting

6. elementary: UPIS

7. middle: haha. are you kidding me?

8.high school: UPIS

9. eye color: brown

10. hair color: dark brown...and green.

11. long or short: both! mostly short.

15. are you a health freak: haha. no.

16. height: 5'3"-ish

17. do you have a crush on someone: HELL YES

18. do you like yourself?: no.

19. piercings: 4...two in each ear

20. tattoos: does henna count? haha, no.

21. righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :

22. first surgery: never.

23. first piercing: ears

24. first best friend: Kaye?

25. first award: most creative? i dunno.

26. first sport: gymnastics..LOL.

27. first pet: mouse..Bubblegum!

28. first vacation: Bicol

29. first concert: school concert (UPIS week 2003)

30. first crush: uhh...haha.

CURRENTLY:

49. eating: nothing (shows you empty mouth)

50. drinking: last thing i had was tea.

52. i'm about to: chat. yay TP.

53. listening to: Haengbok- Super Junior <3

55. waiting: Super Junior movie! <3 <3

FUTURE :

58. want kids?: no.

59. want to get married?: no.

60. careers in mind?: artist :3

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :

68. lips or eyes?: eyes!!!

69. hugs or kisses: hugs..<3

70. shorter or taller: taller..

71. tan skinned or light: mm..i'd say light? but doesnt really matter.

72. romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous :3

73. dark or light hair: somewhere in between? XD

74. athletic or normal: doesnt matter..i'd like to see talent though. squeee.

75. hook-up or relationship: relationship...:3

76. similar to you or different: in what way? o . O

77. trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker >:3

HAVE YOU EVER :

78. kissed a stranger: no...

79. drank bubbles: what?

80. lost glasses/contacts: sunglasses...

83. climbed up a tree: yes :3

84. broken someone's heart: not sure..haha.

85. been arrested: liek...NO.

86. turned someone down: yes. without hesitation.

87. cried when someone died: yup.

88. liked a friend as more than a friend: not sure...i might be in denial.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. yourself: do i exist? XD no.

90. miracles: not really.

91. love at first sight: no..

93. Santa clause: haha. no.

94. Sex on the first date: no.

95. Kissing on the first date: no.

96. Angels: mmm...sort of.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

97. Is there one person you really want to be with right now? yes...in more ways than one.

98. Who is it? if you mean "be with" literally, my friends...if you mean "be with.." then...SungMin! lol.

99. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? girlfriends..yes..hahaha. not seriously though..doihh.


and just for the hell of it, a SungMin! <3
because im so dangerously infatuated...

news from beyond

hello, blog..it's been a while, hasnt it? :3

yes, it has been a while..do tell, dear master, to what do i owe this visit? do tell.

such a hostile host indeed. is it wrong for one to miss her sanctuary?

oh my, feeling rather gloomy again, are we?

no, not at all..i've been much too busy to feel gloomy. too busy to feel much of anything actually...i was just looking for something..something i've been missing...

memories, perhaps? a place to crawl into? a pit to bury your burdens in?

no, no..it seems..i've been missing..myself..

♥♥♥
okay. change of plan...im too annoyed to write anything decent today...i was supposed to make a decent entry but..yeah, shit happens. right now, im really REALLY HATING HOME.
there're just some times when i feel like i've been spending too much time here and it gets really annoying. sometimes i envy the people who get to go away for college. they might not realize how lucky they are that they get a chance to miss home. PLEASE, PEOPLE, ILAYO NYO KO SA BAHAY KO.
no, really...you know how they say you wont realize just how special something is until it's taken away from you? i need to feel that. i need to feel like i want to be home, and lately, ive been seeing too much of home, and spending too much time with the people here. hate hate hate.
its just so annoying...i'll somehow be glad to go back to school tomorrow..
aish..whatever. too lazy.

tsk. such a waste. i really loved the intro i wrote. talking to myself again.
so schizo.
so me.