Angel's Blues Chaser

to chase away the blues~
you need:

•180 ml (yung malaking box) Strawberry Dutchmill - frozen
•1 ripe mango, sliced into strips
•5-6 pieces Toblerone (or just about any kind of chocolate), chopped
• (optional) 6-12 pieces gummi worms, cut into desired length
(makes 1 serving)
chop and slice all your anger away, put everything into a bowl or a tumbler, mix together and pig out to your heart's content...guaranteed to lighten your mood, perfect for a rainy day (kahit malamig.)

one serving contains over 200 calories but its worth it. (actually, hindi na nga ganun kalaki yun, kase yoghurt at fruit yung main ingredients..ang maraming calories lang dun ay yung chocolate at gummi worms...)

^ w ^

kamalas-malasan ng malas...

PUCHAAAAAHHH!!!
TAKTE!! SKETCHPAD KOHHH!!!
*cries*
TAENAAAAHHH....nabubwisit talaga ako!!! :| nung flag ceremony, hindi ko pala nai-sara ng maayos yung baunan ko ng inumin...tumapon sa bag ko..LANGYA!!! TAKTE, VIOLET YUNG ILALIM NG MGA NOTEBOOK KO. pati mp3 player ko nabasa!! (buti na lang gumagana pa) AT SA AWA NG DIYOS, wala akong dalang camera. hay..pero nabubwisit talaga ako na nabasa yung sketchpad ko..imbis na mai-tuloy ko yung drowing ko, lalo kong hindi nagalaw...hindi ko na mai-tuloy..nabubwisit ako lalo kapag nakikita ko kung gano ka-dungis. leche. sayang na sayang na sayang yung sketchpad..bago pa naman yun. 3 pages lang ang may drowing, tapos maaayos pa lahat...NABASA YUNG ISA KONG FINISHED PIECE. ito oh (scanned bago mabasa, thank goodness.)...kainis talaga..RAWR. at hallur naman, PAST EIGHT na akong nakauwi...haaaaay.


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that was the entry i was supposed to post last monday. i was in such a bad mood...i was really really tired and i actually almost cried at what happened to my sketchbook (parang ang babaw no? pero really, i take my art very seriously..at langya, ang mahal nung sketchbook na yun noh!!) i didnt get to post it (sinave ko as draft) because at around 9pm, i fell asleep. oh glorious sleep. i woke up at around 4am the next day and i was in such a panic...may CC pala kami nun, at hindi ko pa naihahanda yung ingeredients. powtek. Tuesday ended pretty much okay for me. but another horrible horrible thing happened...I LOST MY BALLPEN. :| kailangan ko pa namang tapusin yung drawing ko para kay Ichie ngayun...rawr..monthsary namin ngayong 31 ehh!! sorry, labs...

yeah, well. you win some, you lose some?

COLLEGE

OH YES!!! XDDD
OH EH EF GEE.
I QUALIFIED FOR EVERY COLLEGE I TOOK AN EXAM IN!!!
that about makes me one of the happiest kids in the whole world right now..lol...and im guessing that will keep me fairly happy for a few more days. ^ w ^

i've been waiting for so long for the USTET results to come out...people keep telling me "anu ka ba, sigurado ka nang pasado dyan" but what i really wanted to find out was whether i passed the talent tests..and guess what~ i passed both. XD

SO!! here're my college entrance exam results:

Ateneo De Manila University:
course: Information Design
University of Santo Tomas:
course: CFAD Painting & CFAD Interior Design
University of the Philippines
campus: Baguio
course: Bachelor of Fine Arts

*dances*

yay! now, only two things stand in the way of college life...
1. HIGH SCHOOL omfg, what if i flunk?! D:
2. UP Talent Determination Test i need to take the TDT and maybe i'll get into Diliman!

lol...XD i need to fix my school stuff...i dont want to go down in UPIS history as the kid who qualified for college but didnt pass high school.. XD

o w o oh happiness...

..i fell asleep..
curled like a cat in a corner of my bed,
me head leaning against the wall where i had written his name with my own blood..
..it now says
"you make me cry"

and you know what's so horribly wrong about it? hardly any of it is his fault..i seem to be blaming everything on the poor guy..and he doesnt even have a clue.

i was feeling really depressed last night..for no reason at all...lol. but im fine now...even though i'm sure to fail trigo this quarter...XD
i might as well go down in history as one of those kids who qualified for college but failed to graduate from highschool~ SQUEEEE. D:

blehh...too lazy to write more..i might make another entry tomorrow night (or early sunday morning)~ lalabas na ang results ng USTET sa sunday :D i do hope i pass~

NCAE and a vanity lapse

lolz. NCAE was..like..LIEK...H3LL. ano itohhh??
XDDD

yez, practically our whole batch finished the whole thing more than two hours ahead of schedule. we were even pestering the proctors (who were from Balara) to let us sit the whole test through (instead of taking breaks every now and then) i mean, honestly...it seemed as though they made the test so that everyone would pass...so why bother taking the damn thing? the proctor in our room even mentioned 2 months of preparation for the test (2 months?! we only found out about its existence two days ago!!) i dont want to sound like im bragging, but really now...come on~

angel: ano ang masasabi mo tungkol sa NCAE?
dark_darkness_g: ?
dark_darkness_g: piece of cake
angel: anything else you'd like to add? elaborate~ XD
dark_darkness_g: not worth my time...?
dark_darkness_g: lol.... yabang ehh no

*if you dont know who dark_darkness_g is, dont ask. XDDD*

we could've had the wednesday off...but no, we had to be in school by 7 am. :| damn. well, at least Kaye was happy...and probably still is..until tomorrow...perhaps even the next day..and the next day? XDDD

and..LOL. i had a vanity lapse.
and for the first time EVER, i was alone. XDDD
[vanity lapse image 2]
that's the only one im posting...there're more...XDDD but i'll be keeping those to my self. haha.

ooohhh..oo nga pala..im supposed to be on some sort of DA hiatus..someone told me that ever since i got hooked on DA, my priorities got messed up..i'll admit, they are kinda malabo and even sabog but..its really difficult to explain why i cant stand not being able to talk to those people..and i wont bother explaining..its not just because no one would really understand..its also because no one else really takes the time to listen anyway. (and no, its not all about duckie. :| there's a whole bunch of other reasons.)

squeee.
that'll be it for now~
woah...halos puro english a!! XDDD

chocolate

i just ate a whole bar of chocolate like an angry chocolate monster. :|
*shrug* im home alone today. w00t. my dad is at work, my older brother has classes, and my mom is with my little brother who has a field trip.

im still feeling a sort of hangover from last night. no, i was not drinking. i was just feeling kind of depressed. i found myself crying on the phone again..that hasnt happened in over a year. well over a year.
- maraming salamat sa 3 tao na kachat ko kagabi nung umiiyak ako at lalo na sa kausap ko sa telepono...Lishey, Ichie, Sato-nii & tito Deybid..Ü -
sheeeesh. old memories haunting..old injuries hurting..

long story. senseless, stupid, unbelievably unreasonable story. make that stories.
right now, i just want to get back to drawing..and doing some schoolwork..they've been piling up again. sheesh.

onga pala, the January birthday people~ (in no particular order)
Rin-chan, Eric, Ruben, Ace, Tara, Kuya Marti, Jan Claire, etc. etc. marami eh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SA INYO!! ~♥

school shit. :D

yay school. :|
uhh..unang araw ng pasok kanina...eeehhk.
may flag ceremony..sa grade 10 ako pumila, at hindi sa corps!! XD tagal ko nang hindi ginagawa yun..heeheehee uhm..anu pa ba...ehkkkk!!!
nyarrh..todo lecture kami sa Trigo at Econ...lalo na sa econ..physics, ayus lang..may game.. ^ w ^

*i am currently trying to make a shallow blogentry..just to get a feel of it. nyeehee.*

uhh..i went home and died. oh no wait..im still alive. :O darn. ehk.

o . o ...er...wala lang. shnyaaa..hm. gagawin ko pa pala yung thingy ni kayyie. at oh em gee! may PTA thingy bukas...D: i hate PTA thingies...i hate school matters, really..ang daming nakakabwisit na tao dun..nyargh. speaking of nakakabwisit na tao...DEYM. :| ayoko talaga "siyang" kagrupo. okey pa yung "magnetic" person eh, pero yung isa..nakoooowh. buti na lang ala pa cyang ginagawang pagpapasaway kanina sa PA. nyar...

ehhhk.. o x O

heh

hm. i just realized something...
tonights a full moon.

nababaliw ang mga tao kapag full moon. hm. haha.
anyway...bumalik na sa TP si kuya Rendarin..hurray!!! maaayos na namin yung problema namin dun sa isang bwisit na newcomer..rawr.
hurray for teh Mods!!

see, things are starting to lighten up already. :D

no, really.

has it ever bothered you how multilingual people will react to what language you choose to speak? just a totally random thought...*shrugs* napagusapan kasi namin ni Kaye yan nung magkasama kami sa SM kahapon...ewan ko..ang wierd eh..

when i first joined DA, i hardly knew any filipino deviants and my journal entries were all in english..i felt really wierd typing things in tagalog..that was until i found myself in TP..at first, it didnt change much about the way i wrote my journal entries, nor the way i commented..but as i met more people at my friendslist got longer with usernames of filipino artists, i began typing half my journal in a different language...
the signature on my comment changed too. its part-filipino now...even my YM status message changed. and strange as it may seem, i feel really wierd typing this in english...

enough about that.

I HATE MY LITTLE BROTHER. yes i do.
grabe, inis na inis na talaga ako sa kanya. i try to be nice, but no, he's just full of shit, that little one. he thinks he's so much better than everybody else. he thinks he just go on and say and do things as he pleases. NO. i swear i'd give anything to hit him really hard make him scream and if possible, KILL HIM. really. :| he hasnt done anything good, no positive contributions to my life. probably except for the fact that im the middle child and not the last. but then, i've been the last child for a while before he came anyway, and it wasnt so bad. GAWD. i hate him so much i dont really care if he reads this or not. my mom said i should let up a little on him because if he gets "emotionally damaged" or whatever, my mom would have to focus on him and she might start neglecting me. TOO LATE, IM ALREADY NEGLECTED. sorry if you didnt notice, im already emotionally unstable. so yeah, its okay with me, go on ahead and focus on your little rat, mom.
oh, by the way, newsflash!! IM NOT LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE. oh hell no. just because you people dont hear my cry doesnt mean i dont.

I AM SO PISSED OFF AT THE WORLD RIGHT NOW, I MIGHT AS WELL DIE.

but that doesnt matter. and im not going to say "because no one cares boohoo" it doesnt matter because it really doesnt. because tomorrow, i'll be smiling again. for no apparent reason. somewhere out there, some kid is probably killing him or herself be it with a blade, alcohol or drugs. and its not my turn yet. i'll wait patiently. i'll die sooner or later, and i can wait. somewhere along the way, i'll get my own little encounter with luck, both good and bad. and its all part of life, like everything else.

ahh...ang sarap magwala..grabe, hindi ko inakalang kaya ko magsulat ng dire-diretso ng english nang ganun...hehehe...inglisyera pala ako pag galit. napaka-pointless na entry. trip lang. ba't ba, blog ko naman to eh, diba? nyahaha.
btw, IM NOT EMO. :D
im happy~ happy happy little girl.
no, really. Ü

Angel's new year...

para sa mga hindi nakakakilala sa "Angel" na tinutukoy ko, hindi pa siguro kayo napapadpad sa aking DA account. yun kasi ang tawag sakin ng ilan sa mga nakilala ko sa deviantART..isa siya sa aking multiple personalities. lawl. XD
anyway..ano nangyari sa new year ko?
i spent the first few minutes of 2007 in front of my computer. heeheehee.

some might call it sad, or lonely, or even pathetic. but you know, i really wouldnt have it any other way...or well...maybe with a few other people there..yung iba kasi na gusto ko sana "makasama" wala doon eh..pero ayus lang.
really, i *heart* TalkPinoy..the people there make me so happy. XD there're a lot of other people who make me happy too (mostly school people. hehe) but for 2006, it was this bunch of artists who splashed color all over. XDDD alabshu guys. minsan gagawa ako ng entry, ililista ko kayong lahat...or at least lahat ng maalala ko. XDDDD

anyway, kanina, pumunta ako sa SM, kasama si Kaye!! > w <
kwentuhan to the max. lolz. ehk.

may bwisit kanina sa TP...nahinto yung pagsulat ko dito..pati nga panonood ko ng Bleach sa youtube natigil eh. :| deym. oh well...yan na lang muna~ XDDD