i'm alive

..just barely.
i've been living off iced tea, sweets, ink, internet and DVDs...LOL.

still in my Criminal Minds addiction..with a side of Bleach and Honey & Clover...did you know that watching Criminal Minds non-stop all by itself makes me write straight english (even in chat) and gives me an artblock? hehe..so, yeah, i had to get into anime just so i could draw again. works, too.

i havent updated any sense into this blog in AGES...and now i dont even know what to say...

okay, so first, i wanna rant about TP..yes, my beloved TalkPinoy family..

issue after issue, war after war, chaos all over


> x > you'd think because they're just people i met online i really shouldnt care much about their problems but NO. i care about them..a lot. a hell of A LOT. i cant explain much here (for numerous reasons) but things have been going haywire in the chatroom..i guess thats why the rooms PwnageGang, Nocturnalia and (my own room) fallingfeathers have been what ate Nikka refers to as "sanctuaries"..where people go and complain about TP..im happy im on neutral grounds..ahehe..

im pretty sure everyone else in TP is tired about these issues...

moving on...
i still dont think im ready to talk about "THE BIG MOVE" if you know what i mean..i guess i still have separation issues...and there're only a handful of people i'm willing to talk to about it...(mainly Labshie, my shrinkie-doggie, nixx and kuya Deybid(i think))..so there.

i've been drawing a lot lately too...i guess that's a good thing...with the talent test coming up and all..*sigh* i have to get my portfolio ready...

i wonder how i'll react when i dont pass...im not too confident about it but im betting i'll be devastated if i dont pass...*sigh*